The DuMdUm World

A World Where Passion Rules Reason,
And Reason is the only soverign.

About.Me

-YC Lee
-25/07/1983
-Poker Player
-Bainin
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Monday, June 30, 2003

OMG waste my whole day today! never do anything constructive! 1 more week of holidays before school reopen! Dunno should be excited or not. This sunday sec sch got bazaar, gonna go back take a look at all the stupid secondary school stuff and meet up with some very old friends of mine.

Hmm today ask luna if she thinks i am a boring person, well her answer is kinda weird. She say not really, to me it sounds like yes but then dun want to be so evil to say that to me >_<. Haha well lets just see how it goes if i actually do get to date her out or not! Dun really know for sure. Birthday coming soon, dunno what plans i should have. BBQ? chalet? or uber jamming session! Well, trying to book a chalet at the moment, the future is so uncertain!

Well whatever comes comes! JUST BRING IT!

(0) So Waddaya Think! 9:08:00 AM

Saturday, June 28, 2003

OMG So many songs so much time to learn! I really LOVE it! hahaha Some day i am going to play lareine songs! Grand Pain!!!!

Today went to bugis again tmr going to have compy! Watch finals match! I am confused now, of myself. I was so sure of myself just yesterday, but now my roads are twisted up again... I want to play music that's still certain for sure! I want to stop gaming yes that's for sure too! Yes luna is still very adorable... *Mental picture* ... Yah she still is XD! OMG...

How am i going to win someone's heart when i think that i bore the person, when i think that we have little in common, when there is a lot of competition and other ppl, when the person's elder brother is like a guardian i cannot cross, when i dun think the other person has feelings for me too, when i am unsure of myself. I guess the only way to do that, is to have faith go for it and let everything fall into place! Well i hope what falls into place is a beautiful ending.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 1:12:00 PM

Thursday, June 26, 2003

today went for movie!!! ah wei, pinku and LUNA!!!

haha... dunno why i go silent in the presence of luna... must overcome... and open my mouth!!! Well at least there was Ah Wei, managed to entertain or keep us not too quiet! I think luna finds me boring... ;( but i am a boring person ma...

Nvm i will learn to be more happening and ask her out more often so it wun be so awkward talking to her. I will ganbatte! thx to someone who encourage n put mi on the right track!

Did i mention that Luna has the sweetest and most adorable smile? can't get it out of my head. XD wouldnt want to either!

(0) So Waddaya Think! 12:14:00 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2003

OMG OMG duck1e hahaha
TEH DUCK

okok time for serious shit. Havent got much to update the blogspot with. Nowadays I find the power of the healing touch! Yes dun doubt or think i'm joking but there is such a thing. And with this healing touch, i want to enter people's lives and help heal their mind and body. The first person i want to help is a girl who has bone cancer. I wonder if i'll be able to be of any help? Only time can tell...

(0) So Waddaya Think! 10:28:00 AM

Monday, June 23, 2003

OMG i am so not tired today and its 5am in the morning! What am i gonna do? If i dun sleep tmr will be so tiring!!! Ah going to exchange score with ah wei later today! DIVE TO BLUE!!! first song im gonna train wahaha XD. Great song by the way. Oh yeah i've booked a date! Thursday or friday i guess... Gonna watch a moobie with pinku and LUNA~!~! and maybe ah wei and kuek too ^^

so excited maybe that's why i cannot sleep LOL!

Shitty quizilla is still down... My pictures are still down! I need a new place to upload all my images dammit!

(0) So Waddaya Think! 2:02:00 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2003

Oh yeah had about like 3 hours of sleep last night! Then went for drum lessons again. Hmm drums is like maths u need constant practice to remain GOSU! Gosu like dance[master]. Anyway really tired the whole day, went to park lane after drum lessons to play Dungeons and dragons with xiaozhang doctor and william! Long time never play old games like this liao. Had my haircut! Not really what i expected it to be.. Maybe i'll get a picture and go cut again soon. But still now its shorter and less messy.

Today watch HULK with some of the shoxx ppl. LUNA was there!!! Although she never watch the moobie with us ;( Dunno why when i saw luna all my fatigue was gone XD. She is the cutest little thing. Has the sweetest voice too! Yes she is! No doubt about that

(0) So Waddaya Think! 12:56:00 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2003

Powers of the mind, if only somebody is able to tap 100% of their mind capabilites. Then that person would be a living god. As we advance further and further we learn more and our mind capabilities are increased. What if wizards and magic is real? What if wizards are people who can tap into unknown sources in the brain, what if you could to? That would be the mutant age and maybe X men wouldnt sound so fantastic! If only i could live in a time like that, where everything could be completed with mind powers alone...

Gonna cut my hair tmr! appointment booked! Stylist is back! No picture to describe from! hope the outcome is nice tho >_< Wish me luck!

OMG! is 4am now i can't get any sleep... toss n turning!

(0) So Waddaya Think! 11:17:00 AM

Sunday, June 15, 2003

Last episode for chanel 8 11am show today! Haha this show is GOSU watch again not sian. After that is go KOF COMPY! Went just in time to watch the round where doctor fight with Xin Tian. Very interesting matchups and very good play by everybody. Also managed to recognise some of the pavillian smell kias. Not bad now i know who i should be aware of and who i should be able to kill.

If u only treasure things after u have lost them, then u will only lose more.

I AM NOT HERE
Don't stand by my grave and weep,
For I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint of snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in the morning, hush.
For I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circle flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand by my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 11:55:00 AM

Saturday, June 14, 2003

Today went to watch Jrock gig at faber park. OMG long time no see the shoxx ppl! Arrived just in time to watch tabe's band perform. First time seeing them perform. Hmm but of all the bands i see today, i think the band's bassist is the best! Kazukijun. Of all the ppl performing today, only he and defuse shern give me the feeling that they are jrockers. I mean when they perform the songs they have "the feel". Well that's just how i find it. Defuse has really improved a lot since the last time i saw them at the hard rock cafe. Their bassist looks weird though. But that doesnt matter. What matters is their music is more clear precise and i find... more skillful. Maybe its better equipment compared to the rest of the people? Or maybe its just skill. Not saying that other jrock bands are lousy, just find that defuse, dun hate me for saying this, is of a different level.

Heh when they play sweet child of mine, can't help looking at luna. Dunno why when i hear this song i always think of luna. Maybe its cause she really is very sweet... and young. Luna looks good today! Luna always looks good! ^.^

Ok enough of jrock! Time for wc3 updates. Havent got my new mousepad that sucks. Still using my piece of paper for a mousepad. Hmm this new mouse has improved my micro a lot. Now i know the importance of precision mouse. Oh yeah and the other day i got pwned. yes PWNED by us_shootingstar. He is a damn gosu micro when he played in RT the other time. His ally dced at the start of game and he did not really build stuff for his ally. however, he managed to PWN me and my ally using his UD. I was using mass archer strat while my ally was going for shaman wd. My ally and i fought with him on several occasions around the map. 2v1 yes 2 sets of units 2ppl microing vs his 1 set of ghouls 2 hero. However, his units totally own us, maybe its micro maybe mass ghoul owns archer/casters. I dunno but i was shocked! How could 1 set of ghouls totally own 2 sets of units? Of course that match was GG. Today went to 1v1 him though, again vs his undead. Very very tough match ending in my loss. Not really though, he killed my lvl 6 DH and i said GG. But after saying GG i managed to kill all his units and (fighting at his expansion) wipe his expansion. That round could have been my win. However, he said he stopped controlling units after i said GG, even though i think i would have won even with his gosu micro, i raised the white flag. Not because i lost but because i am manner player! Manner pls! us is a gosu clan, might think of joining them during FT expansion. But wc3 comes 2nd. First is jrock thx! Japan > korea anyway

(0) So Waddaya Think! 12:29:00 PM

Friday, June 13, 2003

I just changed my mouse and keyboard! No more food in the room and now there's washing + sanitizing hands before using mouse and keyboard! No more germs and bacteria on my new keyboard mouse!!! XD

(0) So Waddaya Think! 12:25:00 AM

Wednesday, June 11, 2003

What kind of guys do korean girls like?
Korean girls like soft guy... Soft is like handsome, and like... soft is like ice cream! OMG i must learn to be soft like ice cream. RealRush is in korea. Nice to know ppl from korea! Damn i wish i was progaming in korea or japan now... Then i wun have to think about my future and what i really want in life. IF only gaming was an option... I'd game full time.

Who wouldnt?

(0) So Waddaya Think! 11:37:00 AM

Tuesday, June 10, 2003

Oh yeah did nothing again ;) but going to cut my hair later LOL!!!!!

Been wanting to cut my hair since last monday, went yesterday though, but hair stylist no.1 was not around so i decided to wait n come back another day ^^. Gonna call them and see if hair stylist is working tomorrow! I mean later today XD

Ah the weather has been so insanely hot these few days. But it did rain for a few minutes today! Was so surprised and shocked! Maybe its an omen. Something is about to happen... Is there?

(0) So Waddaya Think! 1:10:00 PM

Saturday, June 07, 2003

Holidays have started for everyone else~ time to go out and have some fun. Later got KOF compy at sun plaza dunno if i'll be there or not. Find its kind of meaningless everyday living an empty life doing nothing but waiting. Waiting for things to happen, waiting for my school to reopen before my next phase of life continues. I usually dont wait for things to happen but usually make things happen. Recently just feel so bored and pointless in making meaningless things happen. I just wanna wait for them to happen on their own now, let everything emerge slowly by itself. Have been listenging a lot of lareine recently. Good music, good arrangement of songs. Gonna be a very busy month this is gonna be, every weekend going to have competition and every week almost every gonna go watch. But what will i do in the meantime? What am i going to do in the weekdays? Maybe i should go find a job. But i'm so sick and tired of working when i have so limited time left before my school reopens then i'll be working and i'll be getting ready for NS, then all the time in the world i will learn to treasure, but for now everything is moving at a snail's pace. Gotta savour the moment before it passes.

dare darou to kegasu no wa yurusanai
tatoe anata da to shite mo
kizukiageta kono ai dake wa karesasenai
Sleep! my friend

(0) So Waddaya Think! 1:19:00 PM

Tuesday, June 03, 2003

Went to bugis again today. Missed my haircut!!! maybe later today >_<

Kinda uneventful today, everything going by without anything special happening. Slowly but surely i am learning to cope, maybe till the day that i cut her out of my memory into the old junk again... Did that once upon a time but now she just resurfaced. *sigh* Well dun care, life goes on. Well dunno why but today weishu seemed to sense my moodiness... Am i too direct? Or is it seeping into my personality that people can notice it already. Well whatever it is i hope it doesn't seep out again. I keep things to myself. I want to bottle everything up till i explode. Only one person will know how i feel and deliver me from salvation. A good old secondary school friend. The first person to have told me that there's a lot of pain behind my smiles, and understand me. Nobody else would i guess.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 1:14:00 PM

Monday, June 02, 2003

So tired, can't sleep whole night, although im tired. I dun get it, want to play WC3 dun want to play wc3, stop playing wc3 continue playing wc3. I dun know what i want -.-" well should be going for my haircut later in the day... Hope it comes out nice >_<

(0) So Waddaya Think! 2:51:00 PM